|.. Tried to take the load of others, and couldn't even carry his own // i suggest we don't use human's viewpoint, Jesus has indeeded conquered the world and risen from the death,it's a fact not relying on whether we believe or not.
.. He lived a life of agony and pain, and he died a horrible death. // that's true. But also He brought us Hope and Joy! Carried our burden, that's why He died on cross for.
.. Now how can I load my own pain on the back of this guy! // if you really Believe! don't be a stupid man who carried 200 kg load on the train himself cos be afraid of hurting the choochoo.
.. Do you really think he was happy here? Look around. People are a pain.// of course God is not pleased for people who didn't believe in Him. He is so sad about this! if we really can feel God's heart! He gave us free will to choose, but the only thing i do is just disobeying Him, and accusing Him: "god,why did you create so many disasters?why did you bring us so many pains?"
Gen 3:16 Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire [shall be] to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.
Gen 3:17 And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed [is] the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat [of] it all the days of thy life;
All these begins,since we didn't believe in God. Isn't it?
We human beings are so proud of ourselves,our intelligence. we are clever enough to have a war and killing others on our own purpose,we can be happy while hurting others, we can achieve goals without our faith.
Please forgive us ! Lord! i'm living having no meaning, without You!
You will when you believe!