Impossible, at least according to you own claims. "I need to create" and "I am not able to create" are incompatible. Are you able to make logical inference then?
In reality, I tend to think that the second statement is wrong; and you are able to create something like that, however, as we need an answer here, quite formally, your formulation of the problem does not leave me a chance, so the verdict is: impossible. Pity.