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GeneralMadness, Coding and Meds Pin
honey the codewitch4-Apr-19 3:21
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So without going into any particular clinical labels, I went mad in about 2016, following a massive psychotic event.

During one of those bouts of mania I had, I developed some parsing code.

This parsing code didn't survive a hard drive crash.

I no longer understand what I did.

I know if I went off meds I could solve it again.

But mania causes brain damage.

But if I don't, not solving this after having solved it will drive me mad in itself.

It's not really about having the code. It's about solving the problem to fill that need I think a lot of you can relate to.

But I can next-level what I'm able to understand when off meds. Overclocking my mind I guess, in a sense. It costs.

I don't want to do it. But I want to do it, you know?
When I was growin' up, I was the smartest kid I knew. Maybe that was just because I didn't know that many kids. All I know is now I feel the opposite.

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